
RADOSŁAW NOWAKOWSKI
prepared piano
recorded on December 8 and 9, 2024 at home on
Tascam DR-07X
imagined, produced, designed, printed, bound by R.N.
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Not a long time ago I listened to
a concerto for prepared piano. Surprisingly, it was
more nostalgic than avant-garde. It took me to the room
in the old tenement house where uncountable number of
years ago I myself prepared my piano. In spite of
teenager’s recklessness, which sometimes could be
brutal, I neither tried to cut the instrument with
a hand saw, nor set fire in its dark interior, nor
threw stones in the strings, nor fixed metal objects to
the felt hammers. I only put pieces of old
newspapers under the dampers. Once. Maybe twice.
I have never repeated this experiment.
Nevertheless, it was enough to get those rasp, harsh,
blurred sounds to hover above the abyss of oblivion.
I wanted to describe this event, as well as what
happened before and after it. I made an attempt,
but the text told about something else, because it was
telling not like it should be telling.
So I again put scraps of paper in between felt
dampers and strings. In the same huge, black upright
piano, which has been with me always. Since
I remember. My memory – my eternity.
This time I didn’t take old newspapers, but the
strips of plain paper, the edges of pages from my books
which I had had to cut off as redundant, thus
depriving them of possibility to narrate.
Now they can splutter, groan, buzz, hum, tingle, drone,
clatter, rustle full force.
Whereof one cannot write, thereof one must play.
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